SHE'S LIKE A MONKEY

DARLING BABY ♥

Fly Fly Away.

PS : FLY AWAY ISNT REALLY FLAPPING WINGS AND GETTING AWAY.

I FUCKED UP ♥

I CRIED MY EYEBALLS OUT

Yvette's getting on my nerves. ♥

Forget to pour my vengeance here, yvette young actually bite my thighs when i am asleep, she scratch my face and my skin pealed. My mom did not scold her for dong that instead she say she is gonna wack me if i scream again.

Imagine, when you are asleep someone bite you at your THIGH-.- will you scream? Like major what the fuck, its like consecutively. I fallen asleep she bite me, so am i suppose to not sleep at all?

I fucking soak my bed with my tears for hours and i could not sleep at all. So now what, i give birth to her and i have to take all this shit? My mom is like idk why, she fucking torn my heart apart and i cant stop thinking. I feel like slitting my hands, eating panadols. OVERDOSE AND DIE (:

I wanna give yvette away for adoption, if i continue like this i am th one dying first before she stables down. Idk what has gotten into her, but i fucking cannot take it anymore. I am trying t be nice alr but in fact she is th one going crazy-.-
KNN.

I DONT KNOW what i should do now, how th fuck am i going to live my life like this. Today my mom starts th what should i do for a living topic-.- Its not that i dont study much i dont have a job. I have loads of jobs when i dont have yvette, now its all bec of my fucking mistake i cant find a proper god damn job. I fucking hate this whole shit to th core-.-

NEVERMIND, I GAVE UP HOPE ON EVERY SINGLE SHIT. WHEN WHOEVER GET TO KNOW THAT IM DEAD KILLING MYSELF. BRING SOME CHAMPAGNE TO MY FUNERAL, POP IT!

SUNGEIBULOH & VEGE FARM!

vegeful day with mudflaps and dragonflies. ♥

Bus925 to kranji reservior carpark and walked into sungei buloh.
On the way there, visited aerofarm seen veges,plants and beeeees :x After that went t an aquarium with alot of gigantic fishy and tortoise! OMT LEH, fed th fishy and tort.

Walked pass a stupid place with uber lots of dogs -.- BARKING HAPPILY!

Then reached sungei buloh enterance, super cool la. Free admission on monday-friday. SATSUNHOLS all admission $1. HAHAHAHA! And i see max lots of monitor lizards that swim, my favourite mudflaps, storks, chicken that makes me run away like a noob.

A few trails and i only walked 2 with momsy cos th trail damn long and one of it is with monitor liz so i decided to go backkkk. EMO!

Went plucking some fruits, mom said its was awesum nice and she MUST get them back. LOL! She grab those fruits with a big leaves cos there is 'ka li pok'(fat red ants that have pincer) on th fruits(smell damn nice like guava).

After plucking we walk back towards the bus stop and we saw flowers on sale! I got my awesum cute flower at $5. HEHEHEHEHE!

Bused to cwp, had tiong bahru porridge and then home. freaking tired!

COOKIES GINGERMAN

Bak'in is major lovelove♥

TO COCOCOCOCOCOCOCOCOBABYYYYY

Chip:"Are they gonna live happily ever after, mama?" ♥

Cereal dont be upset, there will be definitely happily ever after for you! You are super nice and life would love you so much that all good thing will befall on you.


YOU ARE MAJOR LOVE ALRIGHT!

Trip to the doctor at victoria.

$133 flown away, like in 15minutes time. ♥

Thanks cindy for bring Big breakfast to my house and accompanying me to victoria with yvette yawn. Despite th fever she have, she is like taking all th toys and lay it all on the clinic's floor. HEHEHE, SUPER CUTE!

Anyway, yvette is super cranky. She actually screamed and cry, she use her nails t scratch my hands neck and face-.- AND SHE BITE MY HANDS/ARMS ): Cindy can be my witness, she even ask me whether i still can take it. I ALMOST WANNA KILL HER ALREADY, but yea its all my fault that she is here suffering with me. Therefore, I FUCKING GG GOTTA TAKECARE OF HER!

HAPPY WITH MY FUCKING LIFE NOW. FML TOTALLY!

ADORABLE! THEY ARE LIKE MAX BESTFRIEND JUST IN A FEW HOURS.


PHOTOSCAPED, THIS IS AWESUM FUN WITH AWESUM PEOPLE.

THEY ARE FOR REAL, FOR LIFE. ♥

Weekend is like Aweeksum

BABALOVE ♥

Its so very happy uh, with yvette at jay's on sat and after that meet momsy at ssc for dinner and daiso-ed. Got some yard, gotta knit something for baby rayder, anders & adelyn.

And today, there is a super belated birthday for chunzi at ajisen. Was max belated and gave her a stalk of sunflower and man tian xing! AWESUM CUTE MAN. Hope you love it my miao hua chunzi. And also brought some cookies for chunzi and queen. I am super uber sad that QUEEN say my cookies aint cookies. I AM SO UPSET NOW!

After celebrations, went grams and meet lil cousins! Brought cookies for them and then brought them t playground :D then now, home sweeet home. :E

IMISSYOUPEOPLELIKEFUCKMUCH

never gone, never far, in my heart is whr you all are. ♥

Jennybean's

Housewarming Cookies. ♥

ILOVECOOKIES!
Its like i hope you love it jennybeanino, jay's house is max awesum luh! Condo style HDB. Like spacious and most awesum is the strawberry shortcake bind outsde her room. Yvette loves that sia! HAHAHAHAHA.

I have bad tummy discomfort and i am super tired, went daiso with baba and momsy. Gonna crash into my bed real soon (quote from cin's sms). LOL!

ENDOSCOPY ):

I AM SO SO SO SCARE LAH ): ♥

And now, diarrhoea is like not alot leh. Not every five minute also, i think because i did not eat a single thing since morning. I AM SO NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD TO EAT AT ALL SIA, I DAMN SCARE LAH. ):

ICING IS NEXT TO BE CONQUER

This Cupcake icing uber pretty. ♥

Different layers of colours :D

HOLY YAYEAYO

Next Holy Attempt ♥

Its so gonna be One Bowl CheeseCake,
I wanna bake bake soon!

Dont hate when you loved before.

Why Do R/s Makes F/s Vulnerable? ♥

Having a f/s and ruining it because of a r/s is th worst mistake we can make. I did it twice and i know how fucked up i get.

First was my best sister and my husband, I lost my sister just like that. Cause i did not trust her, i lost her.

Second time, i give attitude towards my friend just because of my just-being-together girlf. This time round, i an glad that i have great friends around enlightening me with:"Do you think its worth to quarrel with your bestfriend because of a new girlf?" This effing strike me like some thunder bolt. In the end, my bestfriend was big-hearted enough t hear me out and forgive me. THANKS GOD!

From then, i swore that i will not give up any of my f/s for a r/s that seems t be not worth th f/s ive built.

Now, My Yamm buddy,chick and xmm is in a whirl. Complicated and worrying, i dont know why is thr hatred in between now. And i am like in between, so worried and yet i cant do a shit t stop anyth at all. Its like as tho i am seeing you three falling from th cliff but i cant pull all of you up. First, there is not only one victim and then three of you are all my beloved. Now you all can imagine how heartbreak i would get? Its like a 100% heartbreaking thingy, cos you all are my friends. I hate seeing anyone getting hurt.

Now that you all get into this stage and no one is taking th blame and hushing everything up. I shall let you all quarrel, maybe when one side loses its stand and stop. The other one could let it be and let it go.

REBLOGGED CINDYYLOVE.BS

AWESUMM TRUTH! ♥

nothing hurts more then knowing you meant th world t me,
yet i meant nothing t you.

TEEEHEEEEE !

MUNCHING IT! ♥

This is tiny bite size for yve's classmates for tmr's bfast!

This is th choco flavoured cookies i anyhow bake. But still its nice :D
>COOKIES IS LOVE!

SO I CRIED SO MUCH.

REBLOGGED FROM CINDYYLOVE.BS AND REPHRASED . ♥

I am sitting here crying,
not because i missed you.
its because i never have a chance,
to hurt you like you hurt me.


I WILL NEVER FORGET THE I WANTED YOU.

Me Is Love You So.

♥

I LOVE IS ALWAYS WITHOUT, YOU.

MAKE BELIEVE

YOU ARE THE TRUTH, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE. ♥

Am i a fugly crap to you?
Are you gonna be so mean to me?
We are like some strangers now.
You and Me just isnt my game, aint it?

Some People,

SOME PEOPLE, JUST DONT WORTH A SINGLE SHIT. ♥

If i were to tell you / you that you dont worth my time.
Please jolly well fo from my effing world.
You cause my world to be so fu by you/ you. ♥

One Way,

One way or another, im gonna getcha. ♥

QUOTED FROM CINDYYLOVE.BS

SO VERY TRUE! ♥

some day you'll cry for me like i've cried for you.
some day you'll miss me like i've missed you.
some day you'll need me like i've needed you.
some day you'll love me but i wun love you.



TO YOU WHOM I USE TO LOVE, SO SO VERY MUCH.

We Are Awesome Thricewins.

Happy Three Friend. CocoCCinsHons ♥

I hope i have you two for life, like even afterlife. Cause with you two around, things turned more visible and getting it done its only th matter of time. I cant have enough of you both, just like little angels sprinkling fairy dust on me. Giving me tons loads of strength!

I laugh a you both!

STILL AND ALWAYS WILL BE, JENNYBEAN

I miss you, the old you. ♥

You have nice smiles, You crack jokes like you are born with th genes. You make people feel better than ever, You make peace even tho it causes you harm. You tried your best, even tho you know it aint gonna end well. You told me i can be strong, You believe that i am worth the while.


ALL BACK THEN, I DID YOU WRONG.

Cocobaby, Cindylove & HonS

I LAUGH I LAUGH, I LOVE A YOU! ♥

When the whole world walks out of me, i still rem that i always have you both. Walking into my life and never walking out of my life. NEVER EVER.

MAJOR ♥ COOKIES!

COOKIES WITH COCO AND CINDY, AWESUMMMME ♥

SO TRUE, I WISHED I COULD TOO.

REBLOGGED FROM CINDYYLOVE.BS ♥

In many love stories, those alive ones are th one who suffers. Cause in th heart of their love ones, there’s only th dead ones. If i die, will i be able t occupy your heart?

Anyhow, today i am bringing yve and momsy to vista point for lunch and then back home to bake cookies and cupcakes with coco baby and cindylove! :D


PS: 3 of us need a break, together! (inculsive of momsy and baba.)

带我走,到遥远的以后.

来不及说出口的,我爱你. ♥

我想了好久,我还是放不下对你的眷恋. 一但我听见你的名, 顿时不知所错.
好想念你的好,从不想忘掉.

Hermyoin

Kept deep down my broken♥

Oneyear Twomonths Ninedays,IMYSM.

I WANT I WANT TO GO ALONE

Sungei Buloh Wetland Reservoir ♥

I want i want to go, see bird bird BIRD + PLANTS + MUDFLAPS.

Saturday Is Super Day.

Wanton soup noodle with mumu and baba! ♥

Wokeup around 6pm, went causeway to eat as gram's not home so we did not go vista point. Had the wanton noodle soup, and mom forget that she alr order claypot rice. She actually bought another bowl of pig organ soup plus rice. HAHAHA! Mad tired i think, thats why kinda gong at that moment. Anyw, with yve we managed to finish th food!

Metro and after than home :D

Now, Bloggingggggg and facebooking.

I miss a couple of people.

: QUEEN,KUTOOT,CHERI,CHUINER,CHERYL.

I JUST WANNA KNOW.

Is It True, One person cant have th best of both world.♥

Anyway, i want my sister cindy but i also want xmm jolene.
i just dont want you all to go seperate ways, cos i need you both in my life.

This Whole Shit Is Fucking Me Up

Why Must Things Be This Way, Again. ♥

I feel like a fucking idiot, just so i know the ending would be like this. I should not have meddle myself in such r/s stuff which does not involve me. Cause it totally fuck my life up too.

I really dont understand why, all i know. I set my heart/mind/soul on this ONE person. There should only be one. When th second one get into th picture, things complicates isnt it? This is like omgomgomg, even if its not my r/s i get frantic cos my friends would get hurt, th worst is like 100% cos two parties both my friend.

People would say i side my dear-er friend, but do you know that who is left behind when you get th victory in hand. Who got hurt and have no one else beside? Who you called friends so dearly got kicked out not bec they are not good? Things have their own cycle, but do you know she goes thru th same old cycle again and again just to get it right this time? Yet, people choose to eliminate her and let her die.

No one cares a shit about her, by saying/asking how are you isnt good enough. I know i am bad, but why isnt thr a simple sorry? Or you think that sorry is too common alr?
I dont know what to say, but i know love is selfish and love is for you to fight for. Even if you hurt your bestfriend, you gotta get th love first before all. This hurt your friend more than you having their lover.

Anyway, cindy said she believed in the triple O, One and Only One. She only drew it on one person's back. She believed in this and she got herself trapped in this whole thing again and again.

ITS A CURSE, SO YEA. DONT TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE THE PERSON ONE AND ONLY ONE WHEN THEY ARE NOT SERIOUS ABOUT YOU.

I am here for you, i got you.

Amber Baby & Cindy Bestf! ♥

We shall remain like forever love, not even death do us part!

UNHAPPY

FUCKING SIAN MAX. ♥

So tired, very very exhausted. That stupid Roy Park is giving me alot of shit, So does Jason Young.

One fu*kup idiot, dragged my pay and deducted my CPF yet he could complain about my share of CPF is with me-.- FU*KYOU BASTARD! Just so i said, Contribute to my CPF and fu*kyou for not doing so and now maligning me for taking my share of CPF?! FU*K IT CCB! "IF" you Koreans are here to cheat Singaporeans, please pack your bags and bring your whole family back. Stop wasting singapore's resources. You jolly well can stay in CONDOS which cost you $1000 (rental); almost a whole month pay of mine. You fuckingly can pay up on time, you say that you are stranded? FU*K IT, FU*K YOU!

Another Bloody idiot, Totally pissed me off by not giving me maintenance on time and yet gotten himself fuck load of excuses. Like he is in camp REserving. Like what the fuck, when you are going in you should transf me the money earlier or ask someone to transf on your behalf on th 5th. And cut out on your stupid excuses, if i were to see you at hg or any part of singapore and not in camp. I fuckingly will take a photo of you and go to th family court immediately and you shall get sentence to jail for deliberately not giving me maintenance + giving lame stupid excuses.

This are like so confusing and hell, i am so not in the mood. Damn Tired, Fever suck max. CCB, i gotta go rest bef i burst my veins.

1ST Happy Meal (:

Happy Meal! ♥

Sunday, Happy Meal At Wlds Ctr!

Yve's Order; Happy Meal= 4nuggets,milo,apple dippers,fries. HAHAHA!
Me; fillet, small fries, med milo.

Its super cool la, i love to eat with yve. And she keep saying LAMI LAMI! Uber cuteee.

I envy those kids with daddy, and i know i did someth so serious that causes yve's childhood to be like some poor kid without a daddy. Anyw, after this whole shit i dont quite believe in love anymore. Its so very retarded, i really did someth very wrong and its irreversible.

Anyhow, i think i must be happy in order to give yvette a better life. And i wish i could (:

YAY! CHILDRENS DAY HAPPY.

Waterfront Park For Children's Day Pt1♥

I WISH I AM OF SOME USE, FIGHTING!

babatastica, new try out. ♥

I seriously need to buck up already, wasting my time on stupid things.

Now i want to start doing things i love, Craft! I hope you people give me some motivati♥ns.

Its 3am, 1 ♥ct 2010. Finally done with baba's fb and blogspot. Gonna source and stuff, for goods in bulks and im gonna start a small flea online!

i ♥ babayvette!