I CRIED MY EYEBALLS OUT

Yvette's getting on my nerves. ♥

Forget to pour my vengeance here, yvette young actually bite my thighs when i am asleep, she scratch my face and my skin pealed. My mom did not scold her for dong that instead she say she is gonna wack me if i scream again.

Imagine, when you are asleep someone bite you at your THIGH-.- will you scream? Like major what the fuck, its like consecutively. I fallen asleep she bite me, so am i suppose to not sleep at all?

I fucking soak my bed with my tears for hours and i could not sleep at all. So now what, i give birth to her and i have to take all this shit? My mom is like idk why, she fucking torn my heart apart and i cant stop thinking. I feel like slitting my hands, eating panadols. OVERDOSE AND DIE (:

I wanna give yvette away for adoption, if i continue like this i am th one dying first before she stables down. Idk what has gotten into her, but i fucking cannot take it anymore. I am trying t be nice alr but in fact she is th one going crazy-.-
KNN.

I DONT KNOW what i should do now, how th fuck am i going to live my life like this. Today my mom starts th what should i do for a living topic-.- Its not that i dont study much i dont have a job. I have loads of jobs when i dont have yvette, now its all bec of my fucking mistake i cant find a proper god damn job. I fucking hate this whole shit to th core-.-

NEVERMIND, I GAVE UP HOPE ON EVERY SINGLE SHIT. WHEN WHOEVER GET TO KNOW THAT IM DEAD KILLING MYSELF. BRING SOME CHAMPAGNE TO MY FUNERAL, POP IT!