Saturday, October 9, 2010

This Whole Shit Is Fucking Me Up

Why Must Things Be This Way, Again. ♥



I feel like a fucking idiot, just so i know the ending would be like this. I should not have meddle myself in such r/s stuff which does not involve me. Cause it totally fuck my life up too.

I really dont understand why, all i know. I set my heart/mind/soul on this ONE person. There should only be one. When th second one get into th picture, things complicates isnt it? This is like omgomgomg, even if its not my r/s i get frantic cos my friends would get hurt, th worst is like 100% cos two parties both my friend.

People would say i side my dear-er friend, but do you know that who is left behind when you get th victory in hand. Who got hurt and have no one else beside? Who you called friends so dearly got kicked out not bec they are not good? Things have their own cycle, but do you know she goes thru th same old cycle again and again just to get it right this time? Yet, people choose to eliminate her and let her die.

No one cares a shit about her, by saying/asking how are you isnt good enough. I know i am bad, but why isnt thr a simple sorry? Or you think that sorry is too common alr?
I dont know what to say, but i know love is selfish and love is for you to fight for. Even if you hurt your bestfriend, you gotta get th love first before all. This hurt your friend more than you having their lover.

Anyway, cindy said she believed in the triple O, One and Only One. She only drew it on one person's back. She believed in this and she got herself trapped in this whole thing again and again.

ITS A CURSE, SO YEA. DONT TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE THE PERSON ONE AND ONLY ONE WHEN THEY ARE NOT SERIOUS ABOUT YOU.