Friday, November 5, 2010

Countless Of Times.

How Could You Still Be The Same? ♥



I tried so many times, i tried to be more adult, thinking more for yvette.
I hope i can be more patience and takecare of her forever. I wanna to be a good mummy, but i kinda failed. WTF!

I have been dwelling in life and thinking that i am such a poor soul, i know its stupid la. But i just cant get over with this fact that, my family is like torn apart. I will never want him back and he dont seems to be regretting his decision which make me feel like a fucking fool.

Like whatever, i know its stupid. But my mom told me that thr's no eternity like last time. Which most probably be true, i hate this fact but people fall out when money is involved. SO WTF BUT TRUE, No money , No talk.

I should have studied and not mingling with those love-you or-not issues in secondary school. Then i could maybe move on t a poly and studying all th way. Things would never worsen t such a fuckup stage whr thr's no turning back for me. Moving on is so hard too, FUCK THIS FUCKING LIFE.

I hate the truth, but its still unstoppable.