Rayder's Birthday

CHER AND YVE ♥

They are mad cute la, and yve love cher max. Move towards cher nonstop, and cher super happy :D Love them both! Somemore, i wanna carry ray but he is sleeping so yea ): did not get t carry baby ray! :D

Donnie is new love!

MUST WATCH! HEHEHE. ♥

Totally, so awesome pretty la his body. OMGOMGOMG! Watched this with momsy and gram. Its like the actions and explosive effects damn chio, plus th skills.

Listen To This, Understand Me.

你不知道的事♥

You dont know why i decided to leave,
when i dont wish to.

IF ... MAYBE

You were me, things would not be so easy. ♥

Anyhow, i never get what i expected. Which i know, it aint gonna happen. Its like how naive can i be, when people say you still care. What extend is your care, ask how is meixing? is it all you can do for me? Or just say, if i need your help you would help if you could. That's the most i can expect, THE MOST. Which is like not happening at all.

Seriously, its always th same routine. You will ask what blah blah wants now, then i would fucking explain th whole shit and then you would rebuke all those fuckshit. I fucking got fuckedup and yet i have to rebuke to your unreasonable reasons. Then our f/s i claimed got hell fuckedup, after this whole shit ended. You dont think that fucking me up isnt a sin and you can jolly well treat that nothing happen and talk t me again cos i dont mind getting fuckup always.

As i see, you treat me like one hell shit. Like 'uh, impt meh?', you dont even wanna think/care at all. Coolness, yet you still hasnt hit my limits. F me i know, ima fucking slut (:

Just a slit, I wont hurt? FCUKYOU.

ITS SO GONNA HURT,PIERCED RIGHT THRU ME. ♥

Its been like, 1yr 1month 21days. Fuckup issues has been arising like it has no ending, all you did is seriously fuckingup my life with yor blah. How should i phrase it, yor'll love t create someth and tell me all sorts of stupid reasons.

At first was to lie about th whole shit, next push all the blame to me, lastly ask others t spare a tot for yor stupid actions. Whatever it is, you fuckingly made other people's life miserable and people dont even wanna think about you at all.

Totally irks me, yor stupid brain totally produces nonsense that could never be decrypt into human-lang. So f it, i love t rant here and its no f yor prob. Just f get it clear right now. -.- KNN

I MISS MY BRO ):

ALTHO YOU ARE A STUPID ASSHOLE, YOU ARE STILL MY BEST BROTHER! ♥

RUN AROUND MY LIFE, RUN ALWAYS.

She is always the only one thr, for me solely. ♥

Everything has been repeating itself like 1208940975049 times, yet people choose to hang on to it. Giving stupid reason and telling people they have had the most convincing reason ever.

Ohfuckyorbytch.

Anyhow, had my one-side shaved; my head ystd and highlighted today. Dont know whether is it a right decision, i so love my cute hair. Especially, the shaved part cos its like silky smooth! HAHAHA.

You know me, unless i got fuckup if not i will not cut my hair. So i hope my dearest love dont scold me when yor'll see me. I still love yor'll much :D

And most imptly, i hate people that did not get a clear picture of their shit and then they fucking rant at me, ONLY ME. Then after th whole shit is solved, they dont fucking know how t tell me actually it wasnt my prob and i should not get scolded at th veh first. I fucking realised, maybe i am no shit so yor'll dont fucking care and yor'll think that i fucking deserve yor'll ranting at me. Now, save yor shit to yorself and make it to never happen again. I mean, never happen t me again.


PS: f you; fa yor'll.

SHORT MEETUP WITH HAPPYNUT

Jasmine; My Happy Nut! ♥

Had short meetup on sat with jasmine before meeting momma, had pastamania and galare. With yvette things are like cut short and its funfilled with laughter, with jasmine its like crazy-like happy day!


PS: LET GO TPY KIDDY PALACE T FIND EVERRRRRRRRRRYONE :D

Miss You Finally :D

This is like my max! ♥

This headaitch i was like aiming for months, finally th stock is in stores. Online forever OOS -.-
That beauty finally arrived ystd, awesome nice tho its not th design i wanted but i think this looks better. Gonna give it t momma cos her Bonia spoilt. :D

Anyhow, today went ikea with monsy and sissy. Great day, spent like 501$ for alot of stuff, sissy got her bed! Lots of racks for yve's toys and clothes, mad loads of stuff! Tmr ikea and courts will be sending th stuff over, who could be so kind t come my house on monday t paint my walls :D New sofa cos its 1for1 warrenty! then bed tables and all, photo frames are mad love! Urban Writes here i come :O


Great day, I SERIOUSLY MISSES MY BROTHER IVAN LIM JINGKE FUCK HELL LOT! ):

Awesumm ♥

MY MAX MEGA DEARIE COCO BABY ♥



Short meetup at town with dearie, went to this funny flops place and got mom a slipper. Customized want :D Cause Amber said it was comfy and stuff, that's what momsy need!

Then Crumpler for th ultimate headaitch, i longed for this like Freaking only man. Next target will be 8 million dollar home RED! I want a Industry Disgrace for my sony Nex5 :D HAHAHAHA! Okay, i wanna go work soon. God pls give me a job soon, right now.

Okay, was out t get bubble teh with dearie. Awesome long queue and anyway its super nice la uh. talk all th way, Daiso then Rubi, Blah. Quite a few stores and you people know my favvy still crump.

Was thinking of going ikea tmr, get some racks cause i can drill myself so it aint any prob. HEHEHEHEHHE ♥ Excuse mua, i wanna find a job which dont require any dresscode and it starts at 9 and ends at 6, woodlands area.

I wanna go be hawker alr, or who can spon me a small tiny winzy store and i wanna sell shoes. Those shoes that i could draw and paint on em, i love drawing leh. Since sec 1, but i freaking choose POA-.- whatever F, was dreaming only.

After talking so much, i can say i had a wonderful meeetup with dearie and she gave yvette two colouring book, HOW SWEET (: ♥





REBMA IS MAXIMUM ♥

I WILL FOLLOW YOU?

IF...

If you think your r/s is getting boring... ♥

24HOURS/DAY, TOO MUCH FOR YOU?

SERIOUSLY, GET A LIFE WHICH IS FULL OF FUN INSTEAD.

Sentosa After Vivo (:

Momsy/Baba/Me/Sissy/Sisbfy. ♥

Random pictures, sissy and km fetched up from causeway and we went vivo for a walk! Went pet safari, super make me tempted t buy hamster again! ARGHHHHHHHH ): But yve alr very troublesome sia, Max siansations!

Then ate th max expensive foody and off sissy and km went off. So me and momma decided t bring baba t sentosa (: Its a short trip but awesome fun <3 Had vid somethings but uploaded kinda cock so cant get t upload.

Anyway, in one day i updated 4posts! So tiring, i am gonna cut short and now i wanna go sleep (:

Hue's Birthday Party At Uncle's (:

BE THR ALWAYS, DEARIE. ♥

Had Awesomw celebrations for gram's and cousin hue, She's 7years old! Studying at ADPS (: My former school!

Below, vid on yvette playing this flying turtle. Who says 2years old kid cant play this? HAHAHAHA!

Yve♥ Second Birthday Happy!

Awesummest Birthday For Yvette Baby Girl! Part2♥

9th sept, super tiring day for me and momma. Was up at 7am and started to think of what to buy and cleaning all those utensils and stuff. Of cos brought yve down before chionging all those things. Went Shing siong like 5times in 3hours, my head is like spinning and my tummy is growling. Worth it man, i can see alot of love ones like twinny and balley+ conan (: Oh, not forgetting my zozozozo love! Worst regrets, no cas and ash! MAD UPSET MANZX.

Sissy was back with decors in th noon (: And i ended th food preparations and started on decors. After that bath and brought yve up from school and get her prepared! ALOT ALOT OF RELATIVES CAME TOO, I think this is th awesum time we spend with uncle who dont really meetup with us unless its new year. Oh, i get t see baby nephew whom is born 0101 2010! He is mad cute can, i love!

All things ended around 11plus, once yvette sleeps its time for clear ups! And then on th 10th, i cant wakeup without muscles aching liike hell fuck. HAHAHA <3

Overall, Awesome birthday and i can say yvette enjoyed alot so do all the people here. SO SORRY TO NEGLECT ANYONE THAT DAY! <3

Yve♥ Second Birthday Happy!

Awesummest Birthday For Yvette Baby Girl! Part1♥

Photos As Follows !








Pretteh cool, Managed to grab photos and videos for yvette's celebration on th 8th in school. One day in advance, its like super nice! :D

Cheryth Rayder Caslin = more than three

I WISH TO SEE YOU ALL, ALTOGETHER. ♥

Heart wreaking, I just hope caslov will be just fine. Get things t fall at th right place and stuff. & i miss you three so very much, i hope you all are fine!

MAXLOVED.

For All I Did, I Got This.

ITS THE PAST, RACKING IT UP. ♥

I AM SO BORED, AS I SURF THE FB I FOUND THIS. 9AUG2010

Actually this is nothing new to me anymore, thr's tons of more beautiful girlf i see being with my lawfully married husband who refused t divorce with me. HAH!

I know i am a joke, but its going 2years. This guy made me fallen so deep and even give birth to his child and yet he could do this and not being remorseful. Its alright la, but i just wanna post this nice and blissful photo of theirs.

To remind myself, that he left me and yvette alone. Now being with another girl and her baby boy, vanvan-.- & which is born 2weeks after yvette was born back then. Amazing i know, its been long that i have last blogged about them both.

Yvette born on 9sept2008, and on 29sept 2008 they are already together (:



HOW NICE?!
Anyhow, its over and i just wanna tell myself. I HAVE TO BE STRONG, FOR THOSE WHO LET ME DOWN. THEY FUCKING SHOULD DIE, ALL OF THEM :D


PS: I had hell lot of vengeance and do you know you fucking hurt me to th core, like hell i was living in for 2years. Not th hardship of bring yvette, its just th fun you had that makes me wanna puke.

I am so tired, goodnight baby. <3

Favourite-ed Past (:

I HOPE YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. ♥

All that matters so much isnt so great after all, i thought you were so dear so so very nice and you are gonna be thr for me for life. What i know is that i dont know what more i should do for you/you all. Maybe i did not much, not enough for you/ you all.

But i did not expect this t fucking happen t me and my friends around me, th one i trusted so much seems t be like taking me as a fool.

OVER AND OVER AGAIN, WHO SHALL I TRUST NOW?

I know i aint any better, but i did not mean t hurt you/you all. SO BADLY?! IDK, I felt that im so full of crap and i dont deserve a single friend.

Your smile, makes the sweetest curve.

BE THR ALWAYS, DEARIE. ♥

Again, If i could, I would.
How i hope i could be, your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. ♥

Anyhow, its been one year and one month since that ahliahlu blah love. Its Short and Nice, I love it tho its just a week. It more than enough, it felt like decades.

When can i see you again dearie? When would you talk t me? When will you think of me? When i miss you, i cried so hard that i could hardly breathe. I wanted you, Really.



IMISSYOUSOVERYMUCH!